Yesterday, I attended my 1st Indian wedding. "Happening" is the word to describe it. Quoted from XX:" To be an Indian, you gotta know how to dance!" Hee... To be frank... I dun really apprecaiate indian cruisine. Lucky yest menu was Indonesian-Chinese Food. Best wishes to the happy couple den!

“在面對風險時，我們第一個想到的都是自己，如何不受傷、如何不心痛、如何不被看扁、如何瀟灑地離去，留下一個完美的背影，卻沒看見，當我們全身而退時，背後的那個人是怎樣悲傷的表情。選擇傷害別人是因為我們懦弱，選擇將悲傷留給自己，才是愛啊！” -- 夏洛蔓

这句子让我在这夜深人静的夜晚产生许多的感触。人都是自私的吧。如果连自己都顾及不了，那还有闲暇功夫管别人的死活。有几个人真能做到把泪都往自己肚里吞，不求回报，只愿对方幸福快乐。

写的有点太严肃了。昨天刚从上海回来，有空会把照片放上网吧。

Before | In process

After

The "1st " family gathering since den... Questions were thrown at mi. I answered some and evaded some. I think by now everybody should know ba. Hmm... Think my mom answered those questions which I evaded. Mus be some interesting conversations...

I know u will read this. Seriously, I dun hate u, I am not angry or even blame you for everything except this. I really resent you for making me go thru the "family & frens notifying " process. There ... I've said it! Hai... I know everyone is just worried and concerned for mi but the side-glances, the whispering, the knowing look ... I hate it! I know I should not or even blame myself. But it just make me wonder, maybe some will be thinkin : Haha... she is such a loser... she can't even keep a guy by her side. Argh... I know I am thinking too much. Well, think I am losing it... Its all the stress and anxiety and the dreading...

Ok... look on the brighter side, at least I dun need to hide for CNY. It will get better ...

I went to watch Eat Pray Love yesterday.

The movie makes me cry. I feel what she feels...

I think I am also a woman searching for a word. I used to think that I am alright giving and giving. But now... I am scared of trusting, committing or even believing anymore.

I should learn as she learn.

"The only way to heal is to trust". - Quoted from the movie.

And the only way to trust again is to forgive. Forgive you and myself.

As the title says... I have been eating too much! How am I gonna lose the 3kg by year end. Sob sob...

This is from Thong Shui at Upper Thomson Rd. Took a photo of the cutlery cos think the holder very antiquish. The food is just like 茶餐厅 so no photos. No interesting... Hee... Have been hafing suppers!!! I need to watch my weight!

Hmm... shan't go too much into the food I had cos its making mi hungry again! But I'm gonna have popcorns later for movie! Argh argh...